Which, to be fair, I am a lot. But idk, it’s been bothering me that I dcome off as not having a calm, nice approach!mode when it comes to dealing with things.
Which my mind quickly jumps to defend and go I totally do, NO WAI I TOTES DO!
But then, I start thinking do I think my more aggressive approach is wrong then, if I’m so quick to say that’s not all there is to me?
Which I don’t actually. I really dislike the idea that tone somehow invalidates a person’s point, which isn’t to say that’s what my friend was saying but if I feel passionately about something I don’t regret showing feelings in my responses.
But still, I guess it’s the notion that I cannot control myself enough that bothers me. I can be damn chill as fuq if I wanted. If I wanted.
IDK IDK, weird thoughts of weirdness.